I thought that you would never leave my side
You told me you loved me & supported everything I did
Be it good or bad
“She” made me feel as if no one else mattered,
The breath of fresh air I longed for.
A chance for a new beginning filled with hope, dreams, and inspiring ambitions.
Countless dozens of flowers & cards sent to your job just because you were special 2 me.
The wonderful trips spent by just the two of us.
Whether we were taking long walks in the park or visiting places that were new to us
I put my priorities aside to help deal with yours
All these things I did just to bring a smile in your eyes.
As the weeks turn into months & years even
The breath of fresh air became stale & suffocating.
My hope became unhopeful,
Dreams turned into nightmares, waking in cold sweats
The ambitions that were once inspiring seem unexciting and lifeless.
Although my side is empty you never left, I grew up & realized that I too deserve all these things I gave so freely to others. I decided to believe what you showed me without adding my own visions of who I thought you were.
I left to love Me.