Sunday, April 10, 2011

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I thought that you would never leave my side
You told me you loved me & supported everything I did
Be it good or bad
“She” made me feel as if no one else mattered,
The breath of fresh air I longed for.
A chance for a new beginning filled with hope, dreams, and inspiring ambitions.
Countless dozens of flowers & cards sent to your job just because you were special 2 me.
The wonderful trips spent by just the two of us.
Whether we were taking long walks in the park or visiting places that were new to us
I put my priorities aside to help deal with yours
All these things I did just to bring a smile in your eyes.
 As the weeks turn into months & years even
The breath of fresh air became stale & suffocating.
My hope became unhopeful,
Dreams turned into nightmares, waking in cold sweats
The ambitions that were once inspiring seem unexciting and lifeless.
Although my side is empty you never left, I grew up & realized that I too deserve all these things I gave so freely to others. I decided to believe what you showed me without adding my own visions of who I thought you were.
I left to love Me.

Saturday, April 9, 2011




Fuck Me To Tears...

Fuck me so good that I forget my name
Forget who I am & where I'm from
Fuck Me To Tears...
Let them fall upon my toes & form puddles.
I need rain boots, this shit is getting deep.
Fuck me till my clothes are drenched in tears.
Take them off & let them dry by the sun.
Fuck me to tears...
Let the tears flow down my cheeks& fall onto the pillow as you kneels above me
Pumpn me, grabn me, thrustn into me.
Fuck Me To Tears...
My eyes are swollen shut from cryn tears of how good you're fuckn me.
I don't care, I don't need to see, just keep fuckn me to tears.